be strong sayang :')

i jumpe you sekali je. i kenal you dari jaoh. bile i nak jaoh, rase you bahagia with everything, you dekat. you marah why i left you lama sangat. :'( you sampai malaysia, btau i. i terkejot + bersyukur sebab you selamat sampai. you ade hurdle with boy, sap. the one i hate the most. tapi i ikotkan je you punye decision sebab i sayangkan you. i cume nak you bahagia. dia buat macam macam tapi you sabar. i banyak kali marah, tapi you degey. mungkin sebab ni kite kekal kawan. sebab kedegilan you, and sebab i besabar ng you. your dad tak sehat. and i tau how hard for you untuk tanggung semua tu. tapi you make it sweet gile ! temankan abah appoinment, having breakfast mcD, mcFlurry oreo sampai comot comot. you melayan pesakit memamg tip top ! and how you try to make it easy, having problem with sap + your dad tak sehat. i adore you much sayang. i nak text you sangat sangat tapi i tade kedit. aih. im sorry. i tau result dah kuar, tapi i tatau you punye result. i kept silet, let you tell me. tapi none ! but its okay sayang, i hope the best you can get. 11july, i dapat text dari peja, telling me a joke that i forgot to laugh. tapi i tak balas sebab tade kedit. + he said, you odw from egypt ! what the heck ! lagi la susah nak percaye. sebab you tak btau ape ape pon pade i ! sh-t ! 12july, i topup. try to call you. got it ! i ask you, is it true. and you said, it is. how it could be happen ?

'adik i kejot. at the same time, i call. adik i cakap, npe abah tak gerak gerak'.


rase macam nak terjatoh atas jalan sebab mase tuh tengah tunggu bas nak g kelas. i rase nak pergy klia, hug you kuat2. and then i heard your crying.


'i dont noe ili.. die pegy tinggalkan i tetbe je'.


listen mimie. its not your fault. its not. you tak pena kecewakan die. he's proud of you. he has faith in you. make it real sayang. iloveyou. senantiasa. yoou adik umi, adik adik yang memg akan hold pade you. tolak semua, pandang depan je. cepat cepat jadi doctor. itu harapan your dad. imipian die. cita cita die. dont let him down sayang.


:)